kissa you

ramblings of a hopeful romantic | 🎨 art blog: divo.waterfall.social | ☕ commissions: ko-fi.com/rdivo

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im still developing love permanence aka i keep forgetting that everyone who matters cares about me and wants to see me succeed


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what are my life goals? well first of all making that kind of icecream that is ice shavings with syrup or fruit juice poured on top. snowcones? i will make those. and eat it


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bad week huh. well next one will be better


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maro: nice of the princess 👸 to invite us over for a picnic 🍱 eh luigi?

lugigi: i hope she made lotsa spaghetti 🍝


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im doing something that i needed to do helllll yeaaaah its so simple and stress free i love doing things


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actually im gonna redraw the maslow hierarchy of needs a lil because when all sorts of material realities are discombabulated what keeps me alive and sane is talking to friends. so put that at the bottom. talking to friends. yes. thank you.


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i cant sleep if i have too many things in my xhest and my head. too many words. soooo many words and pictures. but more words than anything. words words words. i need to write


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it's gonna be okay.


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despite my enthusiasm i did not in fact "gooo". im just tooo too too too too


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i feel awful but lets fuckin goooo anyway


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i feel awful but lets fuckin goooo anyway


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i think i burned out? or i had some kinda crash bc i needed to sleep all day and now all night


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me: you know what maybe i shouldve gone for it and posted those fanfics that ive kept stashed away

the fanfics: maladaptive coping, maladaptive coping, the most upsetting goddamn thing i've ever laid my eyes upon, oh this one is harmless, maladaptive coping, catholic optimus prime

me: ok yeah no good call


thoughts(he/him)
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its the first time ive opened up to someone abt the everyday survival tactics i learned in that abusive house 😞 i need a minute


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A screenshot of the TickTick app's Achievement Score screen. At the center is a sparkling blue badge labelled: Level 3: Hardworker. Below it are a series of statistics that read as follows: Achievement Score: 652. Days: 37. Completed Tasks: 47. More productive than 32% of users. At the very bottom, a nearly full progress bar is labelled: 48 left to get to the next level.

beat my score 💯


thoughts(he/him)
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drawing a big worm with dubious intentions. ohohoho magnificent


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ohhhh my fucking god. word of wise: never get a tinder account, i just tried to delete mine and it gave me this stupid error message and i had to send a support email instead. this is such bullshit there's no way it's not like that by design.


thoughts(he/him)
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im a triple threat i take care of my responsibilities, my personal goals, AND i talk to friends. i know i say this a lot but i feel unstoppable again


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thoughts on nausicaa of the valley of the wind: big bug. good bug. lichen. funguses. my face was covered in a variety of liquids for most of the runtime. 10/10


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just got jumpscared by thunder that sounded like it struck right next to my window. oh my god


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man it takes a loooooong time to do things but thatdoesnt nean i dont do them


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i refused to log into tumburu for like a month bc an unrelated stressor convinced me that everyone thinks my art is bad and dumb and kinda stiff and too uncool and corny and sentimental and embarrassing to look at bc its so obviously a bunch of wish fulfillment by a touch-starved individual, but i just logged in again and guess what?

nobody cares. they love my art and want more of it and that is the entire extent of that.

it's fine.


thoughts(he/him)
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ooookay i just made it thru a risky situation unscathed. hoo. god. itll stop, dont worry, itll stop


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i dont support dehumanizing ppl, im just mad 😑

i mean, theres no way around it. the biological failed fucking prototypes that came before me are absolutely fucking despicable people who continue to do everything to lose what little trust, sympathy, respect, or any sort of positive emotions i had ever garnered for them. i deserve better.


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just dealt some critical psychic damage folks its gonna take a while to recover but by god i will recover, hes a fighter hes a winner and above all hes a survivor, he is i and i deserve dignity just like everyone else. okay. in other words, im stressed because bad things happen.


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