kissa you

yeah its way too late/early to be awake but give me a break im savoring a painless existence again ok

✨💖 friendly reminder to take whatever meds, vitamins, or supplements your body needs to keep functioning today ✨💖

i fell asleep in a weird position n now several components of my mouth hurty 😵 mercy

why do i feel weak as if i was sick. ive been straining my arms/fingers but its not my arms its my hwole body. mmm i hsould hand this thing over and take a nap

its really not inconceivable that i have a stress headache from the weight of the world on my shoulders with all the stupid shit thats goin on in my life rn. its non stop attacks on my health. the emotional, spiritual, intellectual. so what if im eating bread and cheese drinking a cup of rosemary and chamomile tea with advocaat watching imdb's top rated he man episodes. at least here alone in the dead of the night in darkness and silence im at peace

wait shit i wrote the post but then i didnt post it and also gotta reply to a message FUCKk dont get mad. its no big deal its really nothing i ended up remembering and thats good. im just gonna do both things in rapid succession, now

wait shit i wrote the post but then i didnt post it and also gotta reply to a message FUCKk dont get mad. its no big deal its really nothing i ended up remembering and thats good. im just gonna do both things in rapid succession, now

i feel so much better now and to think that i started off the day by getting so upset that i fainted - oh my god i got so lucky that my head fell gently onto my bed. feeling faint? ALWAYS approach the nearest soft surface bc you rlly dont want a concussion on top of whatever knocked u out. street smarts

woke up, tried to get up, passed out. thats how my mornings goin so far

i just went on a walk within the legally stipulated outdoors timeframe of 3-5 pm on saturdays... oh yeah im feelin it.. the runners high. (brisk walkers high). cant wait to tell my therapist abt it

in the future,, i want to get a humidifier for my bedroom so i dont always wake up with congestion

hittin up therapists in my area!!!!! WAHOO

i was feeling absolutely terrible a few minutes ago but now after an Ablution im just sad and tired. no sarcasm, thats progress! i was so hyped (which in my current emotional state is like a slight skip of the heart) to work on a translation but i cant do it bc i have to do some school shit and thats gonna drain all my energy. which is disappointing. but its fine. therell be another chance

invoking the strength of the "tuesday again? no problem...." dog rn

i relocated.... the day before yesterday everything was still up in the air, yesterday they said it was gonna be tomorrow and today i was hastily woken up w the news that theyd be coming in 2 hours.

so you can imagine im p shaken tired kinda nauseous (cars always do that to me) and very slowly settling down

feeling a LOT better now oh yeah. its always right at 10 am

i kind of feel like death but im hoping that it goes away with some mental and physical activity

not gonna shower rn. maybe later in the day. just a quick wash for now...

i currently only keep my id in a clear sleeve and leave my bank card naked so the plastic doesnt like... disrupt the magnetic reading or sth. but does it make a difference? ive been thinkin to get another sleeve for max protection n hygiene

shower moisturizer is a life saver cause i cant fathom taking time out of my day to stand at the sink putting stuff on my face waiting for a while and then taking it off. just writing that out bored me to tears i could never

if you ever think: nah its not worth the effort to get up n make a hot water bottle. i can promise you it is so worth it. for a variety of pains and aches. oh my god. its so good. even if it makes me yearn for my future cat and the hours of cuddling we'll share. a warm life on top of my own.

i *want* to leave the window open and relish the white rainy foggy morning but the cold breeze is making my frickin bones hurt so i cannot

i was wondering why my body feels so stiff and tired. then i remembered oh yeah im cramping right at this moment. thats what happens with cramps